I'm sorry for everything ok?

SORRY.

but there's still alot of stuff that you misunderstood;
and without knowing about everything you just assumed alot of stuff.
I know I am in the wrong about certain things;
but you shld know that you are also in the wrong.
So are you to point out all of negative stuffs?
Ok I do badmouth people. I admit that ok ?
Don't tell me you don't.
and what has crystal got to do with this anyway ?

& If yo dont understand whatever happened fully;
don't say that I dislike her,
she never offend me what.

& Dyan lost her descriptive writing ;
doesn't mean I took it and tore it away ok.

& that morning you DID shout at me.
you DID bushaung me.
cause alot of things we have different opinions about .

and you know what;
I never dragged you in.
you wanted to help me and dyan;
but before that I can tell you me and dyan were actually talking normally;
like on msn, just normal talk, just that in school we dont talk face to face.
but then you wanted to help . I know you are helpful;
but not all help is helpful you know ?

Just that the last time I had tiff with Dyan, we solved the problem outselves right?
It's just that sometimes we misunderstand each other.
and I know that you are helping me change my attitude.

but can i frankly say that ,
I very long time P4 that time also this kind of stuff happened you know.
and form there I changed my attitude. like it was a damn vast difference ok.
fom P4 , I changed cause ppl say my attitude no good.
P5 again ppl bushuang me, thn I change again,
P6 I lost 3 best friends cause of some idiot who told them I called them (something which rhymes with beach).

and so I have been changing my attitude so much since P4 ,
now you are telling me to change again,
You really cant expect me to be perfect you know.
people always ask me to change my atittude
but have you ever wondered if mayb your attitide needed a change also ?

And you keep saying I shout at you;
but do you know in what kind of matter you asked for the permanent marker?
I told you alrdy I gave everything to weili alrdy.
you keep saying you never receive it,
I tell you gave alrdy you give me th bushuang face say but you nvr receive it,
what yo expect me to do ? buy new ones for you ?

I shouted at you cause you keep asking to me apologise to her,
when that time I didnt know what happened ok.
Then you keep like asking me to say sorry to her,
if im just not ready thn you ask me to say sorry,
and I know you just want to help,
but mayb next time if you are helping you shld understand th story from both sides,
and please dont drag me into more trouble by saying I dragged you into all this ok.

you people think im telling ppl different stories,
you think i was crying just to gain sympathy,
you say me bossy, say me dulan, say me wu yao ke jiu,
do you know I never blogged about anything?
yet I have to control myself when reading all the stuff yo ppl blog abt?
I never blogged cause I didnt want to cause more trouble.
and I still care for all of you .
it's just that maybe sometimes you people have to reflect on what you have did,
before taking any other action.

anyway.
since this is causing so much trouble,
I am sorry.